Cynicism consumes me. Thing Is I don't believe in kindness/unselfishness anymore. Everything someone does is for a reason. Own selfish reason. Long time friend msgs you, not because he wants to get to know you again. It's because he wants to borrow money from you. So when this auntie at the shop gave me an extra bun and told me to take it. I didn't. but she said it's free and shoved it to me. I politely said thank you and gave her a weird look.
"Is she trying to give me some bad bread?" "Is she trying to poison me with this bread?" "what is her motive?" "Is she nuts?" " Do I look that malnutritioned?" "Is she some evil ninja from the nearby village trying to assassinate a genius chakra user like me?" I can't figure out.