Copy ninja
Make a friend a day!
The new Econs lecturer teaching the law of diminishing returns obviously doesn't know the law of diminishing attention span. One hour into the lecture the crowd became restless and demanded their deserved break.I don't know whether it's the topic or him or the girl sitting beside me that's keeping me from understanding the topic. I like Tay better even though he is a bit corny.

Crap, physics online is out, maths tutorials are out. No matter how you look at it there is always outstanding work to be done.
I can't stand people who metriculously do their physics online tutorials and check and re-check their answers before submitting. I mean for god's sake it's only 0.02 marks of your total score for one wrong. Last sem i didn't even get 50 wrong. that's like one mark. WHAT THE F*CKING DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE? *screams* CRAZY PEOPLE!! DON'T COME ASKING ME FOR ANSWERS!! unless you're a girl.

On a happier note, I realise that I had made a new friend every day I was in school.
And I got 250MB worth of hotmail space Thanks to me impersonating myself as a New Yorker. (NB: hotmail offers 250mb to people from the United States)


quiztime
From izzy's blog:




You Have A Type A- Personality



A-





You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.

When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds



Do You Have a Type A Personality?

And I wonder why i don't do quizzes anymore.


Yesterday Sunday went to my cousin Weida's house for his 21st day. Omg He's so popular and there were so many people. I think he brought his whole platoon along, plus JC friends and secondary friends. Including us relatives, I reckoned there are about a hundred people there. Yeah we wanted to smash the cake in his face, but his platoonmates did it first so we just joined in the fun. Yeah we had BBQ food. Woohoo I love bbq.

My 7th aunt is pregnant. Woohoo another cousin to add to the thirteen cousins I already have.

Meanwhile I hurt my thumb while closing the car door. Ouch it still hurts like f*ck Dumb me. I can't believe my stupidity.


Sunday
Still in his semi-concious state, dkmagician was rudely awaken by the terribly ugly naruto Cosplay pictures on today's Sunday times life section. There it was Gai, Chouji, Haku and Sasuke. He can't believe anyone would actually want to cosplay GAI.(ROFL) Luckily Kakashi was not cosplayed or he'd have a six-pack due to incessant laughing. Straits times' feature is incredibly slow, considering the fact that japanese anime has been popular since the last decade.

Dkmagician is in trouble. Econs concepts that he has thought he graps completely in econs lecture became elusive when he started attempting of the tutorials. Never in his life has dkmagician felt so insecure about my work. Dkmagician is gonna go read up more and revise on Econs on a wonderful sunday afternoon.

Life is so colourful, so is earth, he just wish he had more time to stop and look and smell the roses.

Taken from the Sundaystaits times.
Israel has five million people, six million entrepreneurs and 15 million opinions. Singapore has five million people, six entrepreneurs and one opinion.~Dr Bruce Avolio
This quote evoked a "hmmm..." in dkmagician's mind. Certainly this is not true and is merely an exaggeration on his part.
He thinks this lack of entrepreneurs and opinion by this guy is due to the prevalent thought that Singapore is an authoritarian/nanny state in the western media that is dominant in the world.


Saturdays
I can't believe I rejected my friend to go watch a movie and stay home to study and watch Paris Hilton and Nicole Richie do a hotel cleaning job at a nudist colony. It's American TV at it's worst. It's like they're all doing it on pretence and there is no realism in the show.Moreover, both of them aren't even pretty.

They actually made an commercial for HabboHotel. Haha. It's so corny.

Crap, Serena Williams won the Australian open.

If there's one thing not to do is to reply Junk emails to use the 'unsubscribe' option they provide. It'll only serve to validate that your email is active and generate more junk mail.


Gotta love Singapore.
Speaking to overseas friend thru MSN made me think how racial-diversity is actually good for holidays.If there's anything to be desired about our tiny island that fines people for littering, streets fill of inconsiderate people, ridiculously high car and related costs and generally apathetic people population, it's the massive amount of holidays derived from the multi cultural aspect of Singapore.The trade-off for this holidays for us poor students is makeup lectures for CNY on free saturdays that our PM so actively advocates.

This will be the first CNY celebrated since becoming a civilian. I think I'll spend it in the piles of uncomprehensible notes and tutorials. Speaking of which Chinese new year always means cousin's birthday is around the the corner. Have to get him something, What do you get a guy for his 21st? hmmm....

Heard this argument on the radio challenging University students to speak up about the fee hike. This girl from poly mention that some years ago when there was an increase in fees, students from NUS sat out at orchard road to protest. Where are the students now? I mean pls.. we have better things to do than protest about it. I feel that nothing the students do can prevent the fee being raised. What will be, will be. So we were thus quelled down with little resistance to the hike and an PM's justification that we are paid higher salaries after graduation hardly bought me over.One consolation fact remains, it's still less than what SMU charges.

Chong Qing Album is out! He's grinning from ear to ear. I think he thinks that no one will buy his album that's why he's using "pleading" tone on the airwaves to ask people to support him.I think that's so pathetic.



Closure
Maybe we'll meet someday ten twenty years down the road and laugh it all off. Maybe we won't meet again. Whatever the case, I hope you lead a fulfilling life.
If you choose to be happy, Happiness will be with you.


Observations.
Peak hour is not a good time to take buses. I had to wait for 105 for 30 minutes and counted seven 151 buses. Not suprisingly when the bus finally came, it was full. I had to stand there smelling some girl's sweetly scented hair whilst the bus driver attempted to look on to the back to see if there were any more space for people to squeeze in.

When I went to school today, I met this mother and daughter who lived just above us going back to their houses. When I came home today, they were going out instead.How weird.

Come and become councillers at the O'week and O'camp 05! Visit the booth in front of Lt7a


of no creativity for a title.
Co-op card.
What's that? Seems everyone needs one. You're supposed to get discount using this co-op card.How do you earn cash? Enterpising people would buy books,esp physics text specifically printed in big red letterings "NOT FOR SALE IN US" at a discounted rate and ship them back to States to sell them at a lower price than the bookshops there to black markets.

Jolin has "dan sheng gong hai" in korean or jap, I can't figure out they sound the same to me. I'm inclining to Korean. Cos the address is .kr. No surprise there.

Crap. Some of my favourite reads don't load properly on Mozilla.


Majestic,dancing, effeminate Lion
Was supposed to be an entry on how the New singapore icon the dancing lion is laughable and redundant but explorer hung on me and now I'm too piss to rewrite every thing. ~click for article~

Tolerance is something that is I need in times like this.

I theorize that if I don't see her for one day my life goes haywire. It's been proven time and time again and I just can't ignore that fact.

That's it I've had enough of the vunerabilities of internet explorer to webpage diverting worms. I'm switching over to Mozilla firefox. All the capabilities of internet explorer without the monopolic mircosoft, plus its fast.

I have too much anger that I have a people to kill list.
People to kill list
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
1.~Doi~(for making me go back on a free day and doing nothing.)
2~.David Mayor~ (stone him.. maybe he'll talk louder)
3.~XBL~
4.~unavailable~
5.~unavailable~


Not a fan not yet a fanatic.
Desperate housewives
Kinda like SATC without the fancy relationship talk, just crazy antics and secrets to keep you on the edge.

I got David Mayor aka the mumbler for maths tutorials. I'm not amused by the way he mumbles to himself in class. The fact that when he talks,its like he's talking to himself and no one can freaking hear him. How does he manage to teach students from last sem? Crap now I have to actually do tutorials and understand them myself. I should call dean and dethrone him, but why? Yk says he's a nice guy. I agree. Its just that he mumbles. Somebody should give him a mic or something.

Suffering from Naruto withdrawl symptoms. Almost one month and Kishimoto hasn't released the next copy of Naruto. Its driving me nuts.




Aimless goaless Zombie.
By getting a printer I've signed the death warrant of hundreds of innocent trees out there. Hope it does help that I'm using recycled paper, even though it costs more. These days no one shares my enthusiasm for anything anymore. I'm wishing for better days ahead.

On a happier note, Jay's Concert Cd and David Tao cd is out. Again,to reiterate my point, Bittorrent is an amazing invention.



DAY 7829
I must be one of those surviving people that still keep in contact with old friends from my primary school. Those friends are almost a decade old, nine years actually. Gosh that's how freaking old we are. Our diverging lives did not stop us from contacting each other. I swear that Marche has become synonymous with Meeting or Gatherings.

Adam. That's who he was. That day at the Lor Asurama training shed during one of my recce training, he recognized me I didn't. The reason I didn't is because he used to be a small scrawny white-haired dude and now he's a tall handsome young fella.I didn't recognize him then I didn't recongnize him now.




My finalized timetable and missed Idols
Sounding like an absolutely nerdy freak who has no life, I love my timetable!!!

Note not all Nus students have the luxury of having 12-1 free. It just so happens my timetable is that way.

At the risk of sounding like an ignorant person who is unworldly, I've got to admit I've not seen the Classic Pretty woman that shot Julia Roberts to fame. It was amazing. I mean her chemistry with Richard Gere was great! I saw it for the first time tonight after I so unfortunately miss American Idiot(isn't that a green day song), I mean American Idol on 5, catching dinner with unattached Jc frens at Marina who had nothing better to do on a perfectly date-able public holiday except for one, no make that two.
Then again Bittorrent is an amazing invention, you can torrent anything popular.

Simon Cowell.
The name whose comment can endow fame on you or sent you flying down ten storeys. Someone should really catalogue all his remarks into a book. It'll sell big. I mean seriously why do people catch Idol? For the good singing? No. I certainly don't. I catch it for Simon's witty comments, not forgetting the bad singing plus the ridiculously funny things people do on national Tv.

Disillusioned Singers. i.e Mary roach
Some of the contestants should really go poll their friends first before coming to audition. They're not exactly idol material. Three seasons of Idol searching had not detered bad singers from embarassing themselves on Tv. It amazes me the sheer number of self-centred individuals who think they can vocalise like Mariah Carey out there.





Great! now what?
It is highly unsettling to know that someone can affect your mood so much. It's like a ticking timebomb waiting to explode, and I'm just happen to be there at they wrong place and the wrong time cutting all the wrong wires.

now I feel Fucked. Thanks a lot.
oh wait its a friday.Time to change moods.


Thursday
Today is a good day. Nuff said.


Finding my Happy
Did I say I was swarmed? I am. Statics tutorial, Maths lab online, Physics online,physics Tutorial, Critique reading, Econs Tutorial, Evo Readings Lt2 & 3, past year exam reading blah blah blah

You know what. Screw it. They're not even due tomorrow. I lied down on my bed and read my novel, listening to Jolin. It felt liberating not having that pressure on my shoulder.

Ahh... Life is good once again.


Fatigue
Windows media player upgrade has transformed itself into a same format as I-tunes. I shall uninstall itunes seeing no reason keeping similar copies of the same program with the same functions.

Idol Fatigue.
Its Idol time of the year again.Seriously I pretty sick of this Idol thingy. The only consolation is Simon Cowell who never fails to amaze me with his creative harsh criticism and the first few rounds where people who can't sing to save their lives audition for their one minute of fame. It absolutely tickles me. Lemme Guess. Kelly Clarkson (white female), Ruben(black male), Fantasia(black female).. White male?
"150 contestants will be culled further in two weeks" elicited an image of Simon taking a shotgun shooting anyone who sings out of tune.

Jia has earned my reverance given the fact that he can answer my physics question despite not reading that module. My reliance on Jia for solutions has escalated to a less than unhealthy proportion. From now on, I shall resolve to finish all the questions myself and not rely on him.
2nd week into the semester and I'm swarmed, backlogged for several days at least. I'm starting to having regrets about cramping all my lessons into 4 days. The 10-6 day weekdays are killing me literally.

It was a grave mistake trying to disprove fred. I was lucky that he has the humanity to retain me my last shred of diginity. Not that his SMU friends know me anyway. Whateva I'm too tired to care.
I'm down that means fred is up or Maybe I'm just down period . Maybe I'm only happy on even days of the week, Which means I'm happy on Tues Thurs Sat

燕姿的歌 一直在脑中徘徊....
因为她唱的够悲, 够伤,最能够流露出现在的感觉....


There is a certain concern that I'll be under-utilizing my concession, given my current 4 day week situation. But Like most ways in which Me handles things, I'm gonna brush it off like an irritating housefly buzzing in my ear.At the risk of sounding like a study freak. yay Physics tutorials are out. Maths tutorials are out. Maths Lab is out.Statics Lab. So many readings to do. The next issue of come come paradise is out. Woo hoo.. Life rocks. I love studying.

Today was a blast. (with heavy sarcasm) Between current news infomation consumption and random bouts Google box watching I managed to finish my tutorials which screams of long ago F-maths work that have been in the dusty attic of my brain since Ns. Wonder what Mrs Lim who has the capability of putting S2 to shame will say.

I-pod shuffle
Was wondering Why any normal sensible thinking consumer would consider purchasing something that only works in shuffle mode. Maybe it was a production mistake.

Mac team: Damn we've made a prototype but forgot to put in the function that they can choose songs. The big Apple boss is gonna kill us and the presentation is in 5 minutes.What shall we do? I know, Let's just present this to the boss and hopefully he'll like it.
(5 minutes later.)
Mac team: Today we present another useless invention variation of the Ipod which only works in shuffle mode.It's small enough for people who go jogging or rock climbing. It comes in 512MB and 1Gb size. Great for the family and not to mention it has the same cuteness appeal like the ipod-mini.
Mac team: Plus it would be interesting to see how the masses would consume such a product mindlessly.Because Apple has become synonymous with great style and design therefore these morons will take in anything Apple we throw at them.
Boss: I love it! It's a great idea. Let's market it.
*I think I'll stick to Mini*

HAPPY bIRTHdAY JAY!!


Trying too hard.
Reading through all my msn messages,I think I'm damn childish. I need to grow up.

I think Fred and I are on See-saw mode. He's up I'm down He's down I'm up. We sorta need to find balance or saw off the damn see-saw completely.

I think I'm over-enthusiatic about my work. I just recieved an email saying mathlab is up, the next moment I go and try it. Damn the quiz is not even up. What the hell am I doing? I'm trying too hard. I should relax. I'm stressing myself for no reason.

Those stupid anime drawers upgraded Neji's Hakke hyaku Ni Ju Hashou! from 64 to 128 hits in the anime and he's suppose to move faster now!What do they think it is? upgrading of ram!? What's next 512 hits?? Ah well..I suppose Neji's the only one who hasn't got a new move. Naruto's Rasengan,Sasuke's Chidori...I seriously hope the anime catches up with the manga. Then they'll have to fill it in with nonsense fillers where sakura picks a mountain and try and impress sasuke.



Sunday
Yeah Singapore Won. yeah. Second time since 1970. Kallang roar, Kallang wave, at Kallang. Lionel Lewis the Singapore goal keeper won the MVP award. I thought his body was too big for his head, Maybe he was wearing protection. I'd thought the goal conceded was kinda on purpose. It would make the Indonesians look bad so they them have one goal. It was really more of a walkover than a win.The Stadium was a pool of red and the small Indonesian allocated slot wasn't even full. They might as well have put the throphy in the dressing room of the Lions before the match.

In this patriarchal society of ours, I've got to admit that guys have it better than girls.I've heard so many stories of over-protective parents, especially fathers and favouritism amongst siblings of different sex. It sorta has something to do with conservative chinese thinking and the physical biological difference between males and females. The female is always at the losing end when it comes to relationship stuff. I think if I'd been a female, my dad would sorta put a leash on me. Thank God, I'm a guy.

Mosaic Vs Apex.
If you were to ask me to choose, I'd choose Apex anytime. It has that drive, passion and desire to be on top. Mosaic is just Mosaic. Even Trump questions the team to see if they're happy if the name.
Difference between males and females. Males have so many funny weird quirky ideas about the toys they're gonna make.Females just are not toy makers. I mean a bakery/wardrobe for every boy??? Luckily their leader Bradford made an executive decision and overwrote all of them and stood his ground, insisting on a baseball guy on an automobile which later evolved into a race car of some sorts.
Despite being guys and having an edge in thinking up of toys, their project leader needs to gather the guys if not the great ideas cannot be captured.
Good idea: Guy leading girls.
Bad idea: Girl leading guys.


City state revelation.
Readings from my SSA2211 contradicts my hard fought beliefs of not delving into materials of historic and nationalistic nature.I suspect it's one of the plans of LKY to inculate history of Singapore into future Gundam builders of the nation. (Duhz that's why we're all compelled to do one Singapore Studies Module )But it made me understand Singapore's fixation with FTAs and the need to make Singapore an Arts Hub ,converting city hall and supreme court into regional art galleries within the next five years. Seeing our dear PM lee on the Tv recounting his days where he would timidly play with one firecracker as oppose to the 3 min worth of firecrackers lit in Chinatown today cracks me up. I see a pious son doing what the previous generation had inculcated him to do.

2,3,9,9 months? The sentence is as light as a feather. Even American soldiers who abused iraq prisoners get 14 years in jail. The Four figures add up don't even amount to 20% of the 14 year sentence. So murdering someone less culpable than abusing another now.


Of Dreams come true.(hopefully)
Hoping to see this in the future. A little dreaming goes a long way...

Dr Tay who has recently been made Time's person of the year graces us with his humble presence after his talk to the world organisations about his recent success in the construction of the 8.0 tonnes Wing gundam zero XXXG-00W0, and his incredible hero antics, saving earth from a potentially damaging meteorite that could have send earth back to the ice age.

Well first off, What were you thinking when you fired the twin buster rifle at the meteor?
I was thinking the whole of Earth's population is in my hands. I can't miss this shot.

The whole world is in you debt now and you're world famous. How do you feel?
I can't bear that responsibility. I just want to do what is right. It would not have been possible without my Engineers working tireless following my faith.

So Dr Tay, what made you want to construct this Powerful asset to the Earth?
It was a long time ago, about 30 years ago when I abandoned the futile dream of becoming's the first Econs laureate after ironically I might add, the first Nobel laureate Fred slapped me a with an econs document that was incomprehensible to me. I decided to use my talents to construct something useful to the nation.

So if he didn't send you the Econs document, you'd have become the first?
(laughs) No he was more brillant than me. He deserved it totally. (jokingly) I'd have become the second.

Well Are there any plans to build other gundams?
Well this one took me 5 years to blueprint and 25 years to construct admist criticisim and discouragment. Another one is possible but i don't think I'll see it in my lifetime.

So, it must have been tough for you during those five years of planning and construction?
yeah People thought I was Crazy, People thought I was Mad. It was inconcievable during those days to construct a robot of that proportion. But I managed to convince enough Gundam Fanatics and my best friend Dr Wilson also the chief engineer of the Wing zero to help me do the blueprint and convince Jia's Construction to start the operation. But I made it and silenced the critics and became the richest man in the world overnight.

Your Gundam has been given rights to land on the lunar off-world colony of the Americans.Can that be confirmed?
Yes it can. I was a bit suprised actually, Nobody thought my gundam can fly to the moon then. So when I was given the rights I accepted it.

Anything you want to say to inspiring youngsters out there?
Dare to dream. Dare to create.

What are your views on the lawsuits that Japanese Gundam Companies that are suing you for copyright name and idea?
All I can say is that I have good lawyer friends who counter-sued their asses off.

Any chance of us seeing a Mrs Tay?
(laughs) The gundam Wing was my dream. I finally did it. She can be called my wife.

You mentioned you knew the missing Nobel laureate Fred and family. Do you also happen to know where they are?
Well, I'm not suppose to tell you this but let's just say he's happily ranching with his animals and living the life he wished he'd be living.


of Bad class luck, undeserving sentence, Clever Jm, Despicible people and platonic relationships.
It hurts me to hear that those four red cappers are getting 2-9mths jail for murder. At first when I heard that it was 4 years, I had already thought that it was really little, but 2-9 mths that's like freaking ridiculous. The defence attorney should have done a better job. I wonder if the family of the dead will contest the verdict.

Dx03~ 5 friends.
Dx04~ 0 friends.
Why am I in Dx04? I hope Victor Cole rocks. His name sounds like some transfer soccer player from England.

Jm confesses to Ogling at Bizad whores, betting watching and playing football and getting an A- average Cap.(actual phrasing) He sucks! How can he do that? He's a $1 cheap crack whore. Now I shall refer to anyone who sucks as a $1 cheap crack whore. *envy *envy * Jealousy rears its ugly head.

wats the similarity between sexy biz gals n honours students?
They dun attend their lectures.

She cracks me up. You've got to read the previous entry to understand. It's about ruthless people who make use of social niches to get people's number and sell stuff to them. So much for her hamster memory, I totally despise this kind of people. Such are the things people do to improve sales.


The radio DJ Peifen is asking if they can be a possibly of a platonic relationship between friends of the opposite sex. IMHO, it's not possible. Firstly it's biologically not possible. We're encoded in our genes to mate.
If two friends are close , there comes a stage where they will develop feelings for each other and become life partners.
If one of the friend has a Gf/Bf, the Bf/Gf will be jealous that someone else of the opposite sex is close to him/her even though he/she knows they're just really good friends.
unless someone can prove otherwise, this is what it is.


Today I got lost on the road of life.
It's just one of those nights when you wish there was someone you could talk to. Someone to share your thoughts without fear of ridicule or rejection.

I'm jaded. I don't feel like studying anymore. Is there such a thing as too much studying? Cos if there is I've felt it. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm lost.

Funny thing is that when you're down. Every thing seems bad. Even the IVle e-reserve server is Bobba slow. I can't bobba stand it.


~没有你在我有多难熬~ Jay 开不了口..


该说什么呢?
不知道为什么好想用华文来表达..

为永杰写的

忙了一整个礼拜, 满满的希望和期盼
换来的不是满足, 却是疲劳和失望
苦练再苦练 ,结果朋友都没来
现别想那么多, 反正都重要
满满满座的学堂, 找不到熟悉的脸孔
弹弹弹着吉他的声音, 每一声都涵着辛酸
他真的真的想知道, 雪人会不会知道
他默默的期盼着,坚持会溶化雪人心
156天使和白衣女生, 都为他哭泣
躲在房里叹息的他,期待明天会更好




Of Free tuesdays.
Having a free day really relaxes the mood. I hobba-ed again today. In which I have decided that Hobbing is a sin. Anyway, played virtual truth or dare on Hobba in which I lied that I bobba a lot of women. It was good clean fun. No harm done. On a good note, I've studied Physics and Read the econs Text. Interesting stuff. Shall read more tomorrow on supply and demand graph.

Why does it not bother me that there are 2 backdoor trojans (netdev.exe) in my computer and that my firewall is the only thing keeping them from sending signals to and fro my computer.

Jay cds are lying dejectedly in the corner while Stefanie blasts on my Cd player.I'm beginning to like her songs, not because she's Singapore's most famous singer (Sgt David would nod vehemently to that)but she's also an inspiration to me.


Listening to 我也很想她 ~ Stefanie sun


The return to Sch
Hobba is another attempt by people to capitalise on the money of innocent teenagers who only know how to sms. It's a brillant time waster masquerating as Multiplayer interactive chatroom. It's target for people between 14-18. There's actually nothing to do there but waste time and money. I realised I'm too old for that. Maybe I should actually change my nick to something less conspicuous without 83. We have nothing in common except maybe the educational system. But that too differs.So what do you actually tell strangers there?

I not afternoon session ok. I'm an elitist from the traditional established tertiary institution in Singapore.

huh?

nvm...

School's not all that bad. By the fact that I missed my first lecture because of a time mixed up, I met up with LY and fumbled up a conversation with which I had help from Fred. She has beautiful looking golden locks now. Wow. Talk about opportunity Costs.(wow not bad First lecture and I can use it liao.)

So I went to the comp centre. Except it's not there anymore. Wtf. and will not be for the next 3 mths, its under renovation OMG Where am I gonna print my notes? Library? Arts? and catfight with the arty-farty people? arghzz

Called Zw wanted to go to his hall and print my notes. Wtf. Busy (DND) I didn't know he was that amorous. I almost puked. Luckily I called first. Go help Pt la.. so free...

Econs was alright. So many people I know take. Familiar faces are welcome. But this is too much! Ber, Lq, Coty, Fuxiangyi, willy, jason howyuan, plus a couple of others. Sighz. The lecturer is damn corny. Reiterated his name so many times, if he's not a Tay, I'd have thrown my sandals at him. Even took photos of the route to his office from the staircase to the corridor to the room to the room number. His lecture was boring, but I think I gonna like econs, cos it's actually interesting. I'm gonna be the first Singapore laureate!! Back off Fred.muahaha

If I strike Top prize in 4d I'll start to believe in miracles.

(edit: okay I have no idea that my entry complimented fred's so much. Just to clarify I wrote this b4 I saw his. I sound like unskilled Naruto and he sounds like competent Sasuke on the Economics thingy.)



Feeling disturbed
need to blog my insecurities

(warning : highly incoherent entry DO not attempt to understand)

It's eerie I seem to be able to lose the abiltiy to spell properly. maybe i'm not thinking staight. but i'm perfectly sober. I need to check the word on dictionary.com many times. even typing the add wrongly. dicitionary, bring me to some obscure sight. Fake la what's wrong with me.
secret.re

when i say i didnt have problems i just didnt want to burden people with them.

missed by a whole freaking 20 mins and the courage to go buy. or else i would be rich right now

they removed a whole bus interchnage waste my freaking time.

saw hazel chenghow and ivy seperately i just didnt know hoe to go about saying hi

checked the timetable of other people in the comm some of them take weird modules. are they not yr 1 i'm confused. very disturbed.

am looking for a small version half an A4 size of past morten by ben elton. frick la mortem not morten.

stupid butterfly. i go sleep liao tomorrow hopefully i'll find my balance.


Of Tsunami Repercussion
Fish are friend not our food.
Nemo would have been really happy. There is a sudden dip in seafood consumption for fears that the fishes and Crabs might have eaten the bodies of the Tsunami victims.Fishes and crabs eat almost anything there's no way of telling what they could have eaten. The real concern here is that the fishes eat the debris washed down from the waves and become toxic to people. IMOH, I don't really care, as long as I don't know and it's not hazardous to health, I'll still consume seafood. Besides all the seafood that come to Singapore have passed a certain health test. I wouldn't be worried about it. DIE NEMO!

Are you kidding me? The picture looks fake. This must be some sort of religous propoganda. The mosque is so small yet the trees are so big.The shadows don't even look right. Even if this picture is real, it reflects badly on the mosque. Having the funds to be able to build such a solid structure while the rest of the houses get washed away, is just wrong.

Donor Fatigue
Due to the massive surge of donations to the tsunami victims, $SG30 million to date, to red cross and other organizations like YMCA and some high profiled churches. Charity organisations like renci who need $6 million worth of public funds annually will be holding their charity show to ask for donations from the public will certainly encounter difficulties in getting donations.

Are the money going to good use?
There have been fears that the huge influx of money will be siphoned off by corrupt officals, especially in Indonesia where corruption is like drinking water. Officals have been known to be bribed to hasten the recue work. There is no way to know for sure. except through the promises of authority figures of world alliance of the YMCAs, International Committee of the rEd cross who said they will draw up proposals and budgets to minimise corruption. Corruption cannot be stopped. As long as there are people, as long as there is Greed it will continue to perpetuate. We can only have faith that the money donated are in good hands putting to good use.

Orphans
15 million children are made orphans due to the Tsunami. That's 15 million more children growing up without the love of their parents.

US bashing.
Critics will not miss a chance to bash the superpower given the opportunity. They've done it at the Iraq war, they've done it at the elections. They've done it again!Accusing the US of not giving enuff aid at first, then accusing them of trying to take over the aid operation. It's a lose lose situation for them. ah wateva.

Ethnic/religious Discrimination
Stories non-religious people seeking help at some of the hospitals have been asked to recite Muslims chants or been asked to convert to christian before they can recieve treatment. Some of the Indonesian also refuse to help bury the Indonesian chinese victims in the diaster area. I hope this is just a few isolated cases. In times of disaster people should put aside their differences and help each other.

The seven year itch?
Brad Pitt and Jennifer Aniston have Split.Split as in the operative word here, not divorce. Technically they're still married to each other just that they're not gonna enjoy each other's body anymore, or maybe they have never enjoyed each other before. Brad wants a child but Jennifer is unwilling. Maybe that's what broke them up. Brad's not getting any. Okay this is not a tsunami effect, but this couple looks good together and it hurts me to see them split. No, who am I kidding, seriously I do not give a hoot's ass about them. But I do think Aniston is incredibly cute and Brat sucks as an arrogant Archilles whose death by Paris's arrow was underemphasize in the movie, doing much injustice to the legend. They've been together for seven years and married for four and a half. Could it be a seven year itch? Maybe.




The lost art of Home cooked meal.

If ever you should be so lucky as to grab hold of a modern woman who can whip-up a delicious spread of home-cooked meal, Love her with all your heart and soul.Let's face it. More and more women do not know how to cook even an egg even if their lives depended on it.Yes I know that's a sweeping statement. But unless someone can prove otherwise, I'll just have to stick with that.


My friend was telling me the other day that his girlfriend cooked some indistinguishable food for him to eat. He ate it with a lot of trouble, hiding his horrid expression wishing there were some pot of plant nearby he could dump the food in. Then the dreadful question came. "Is it good?" He forcefully made a smile and nodded saying "yes", not wanting to break her fragile heart. That's when she said "oh then I'll get you some more ok?" (-.-")Ah well, the price of Love is unmentionable. At least he will have homecooked food to come home to after work every day.That is happiness in my eyes.

Have you seen happy tree friends? They've include a host of last year production in their archives. Oh my God. That's so cool.


I'm brimming with happy stuff that I could burst. I think I have coincidentally achieved a state of inner happiness. Life and goodness has become synonymous with each other. I can't explain it. :) I'm just gonna go sit back and enjoy my moment of happiness while it lasts. It's gonna be a stressful/hectic semester ahead.

Oh ya. and Happy belated Sonia!!


Lack-ofs and whats-not
Fantasizing about lack-ofs and whats-not does not really help in regulation of the the mood, namely the lack of and ipod mini and what it should have been if I didn't S/U it. And well all the other lack ofs. Ah well. I've been looking at my past shadow for too long and forgotten that there's still a sun in front of me.

What does it feel like to wait for the call/Sms of the person who makes your heart beat at a hundred miles per hour? Could the feeling be described as exhilarating?

If two person are waiting for each other to make the first move, and neither of them does because they're afraid, fear of rejection.

I've developed this late sleeping habit to only sleep just before the strike of two. Even if i'm not doing anything. Luckily I don't have too many early eight o clock lessons this sem.


Miserly Corporate organizations.
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And they are shamelessly promoting their beef prosperity burger and donating a measly 10 cents for the tidal waves asia fund, for each of this burger sold. I'm like What? Do you know you have to sell 100 burgers have to sell to raise 10 bucks? I can just go NTUC and straight away donate 10 bucks you piece of crap!
Come on, a huge Corporate Organization like Macdonalds, you can do better.

Thursdays nights have become a bore ever since OC ended its first season. I can't stand watching the Bachelor V. That NFL player is absolutely a dumbass. He doesn't talk well, He's not funny. He doesn't have Charisma like the last Bachelor Bob. I don't understand why the girls are swooning over him, besides the fact that he's rich and a hunky piece of meat.

I'm thinking about going back to school. Just because I can taste the all so wonderful Arts canteen food again, and I'm eager to see how my perfect timetable works out. And there's the chance for me to work harder and get the much coveted for As. I can't stand people who speak in a non-chalant attitude about their 4.5 cap, Just fuels my fumes. Going back to school means I have to buy notes which will cost more money and burn my shallow pockets. I just hope I didn't make the wrong choice of taking evolution of a global city state. It sounds nice doesn't it if you repeat it many times. Makes you seem sophisciated,alright I'm shallow.

Does the fact that Xiaxue wrote about religon that the whole blogosphere have to write about it? In case you don't know who Xiaxue is she's the most famous Singaporean blogger @xiaxue.blogspot.com. Yeah They're pretty irritating.But not all of them are like that. Some of them are pretty nice. She's pretty hilarious and truthful to be able to write off a topic like that without incuring the wrath of people but she's ermm.. a bit horizontally challenged. Oh ya did i mention she beats ~Doi~ at bitching handsdown.

Listening to 同类~ Stefanie sun. ~rocks~
~我们都需要同类~不晓得为什么爱又稀少又昂贵~
~Am Perpetually Starving~


Are we really Sheep? Stick to the Culture!
This is an really food for thought. Singapore is cultivating an entire generation of lost sheep. It really has to do with Rewards, meritocracy. Good grades are the rewards, and active thinking and understanding the material just sometimes gets you nowhere. Rote learning gets you the results. Lack of criticism is a disease that is present in all levels of social interaction in Singapore, probaby evolved from the early PAP days. (yeah blame the government that's what we're all good at doing)

I wonder if this disease is local or does it affect students overseas too. I don't study overseas so I won't know. But the PRC students at NUS are pretty vocal.

Since we're on the topic of bashing the Singaporean Education system.
Yeah NUS doesn't return exam papers. FoR @#@%! I don't know. How are we suppose to know what we got wrong if we don't get it back. We all wait for the model answers do not think for our selves. ya that's the case, I see people begging for model answers on forums but get back a "we're in the Tertiary level now, think and work it out yourself" from the lecturer. Then I see people saying the lecturers are lazy, blah blah, not doing their work. It's tough trying to cultivate a thinking society without garnering criticism.

Meet the fockers wasn't quite as i expect. It was funny, but forcibly funny. The plot sucks. Whatda expect from a forced sequel. Go watch it if and only if you're really bored. Next movie to watch : HITCH, stars Will smith. I have no idea when it's opening. Wait b4 that I wanna watch Phantom of the opera. Anyone?
Just saw the next Tim Burton Movie in First ~ Charlie and the chocolate Factory. I can't wait. Stars Johnny Depp. The release date is in July. Sighz

School's starting next mon. I can't wait for the next Sem to start. This is so exciting.Where all the sheep will come together again and follow the Sherpard. baa baa... baa ram you.. baa baa..


I really enjoyed the KTV Session I had on Monday. Even though the Macdonalds foldover sucks. damn zw still owe me money. now interest to 10 bucks liao.
An EXTREMELY BIG thank You to Pt for her Liang Jing ru/ Dai Penny concert.




Tired , Sick of life and sick(literally)
I was gonna bitch about my lao da ~Doi~ Dun think it's very nice cos she do everything one...so.. not nice la... But I'm damn piss off with her.

For lack of a topic, Fred renounced again. What's new? He's been saying he wants to renounce since he went to SMU.Zhixuan's hitched. They say that getting hitch is the cure for the common man. I beg to differ. Getting hitch is just a cure, but definately not the cure.

Went to Engine O camp Chalet for BBQ again. (I mean BBQ again not the chalet again) XL was the only girl there out of the 20+ committee. I think she's damn poor thing. I see them play risk they all attack her.

I dunnoe whether is the day's events or is Fred's depression getting to me. I feel sick, literally, must be too much bbq/unhealthy food.


Can't we just bid more humanely?
The hour before close bidding, CORS was inaccessible due to the surge in kiasu people trying to see the closing bid for their modules. Tempers flare on msn with nicks of discontentment with the system. It was as if world War III was about to erupt. I shudder to think what would happen at the end of the other rounds after this round 1A. How I wish I was in NTU were bidding were non-existant. What's the use of giving us the illusion of the freedom of choice to decide the modules when only limited modules could be chosen to fit the predetermined timetable.

No animals were found dead after the Tsunami. hmm..They have must have some sort of sixth sense or are extremely sensitive to tiny temperate changes. Have technology dulled down our senses that we can't detect these minute changes anymore?

What the fiak?
Harry potter Book 6 is not even out yet and its a best seller already!?Garnering 240000 pre-orders for Harry and the half-blood prince. Only JK rowling's Potter magic has this kind of charm.I can't wait. (oh wait I dun read Harry Potter)

Oh I just d/l-ed JS album.. hmm... come catch me...taunt taunt..taunt taunt..


Gathering at Mac's place
We reached there late. It was raining heavily. I hated the rain. Didn't really want to go. our lives diverged drastically from since we left Secondary school, what more would we have other than the memories we have of each other.But I'm glad I went. Omg I saw Harold. It's been like forever. He looks cuter than ever,and SookYan, Hmm.. I can't find a phrase or a word to describe her, any word I use would do injustice to her,anyway she picked up an american chinese accent during her time in the States, it sounds totally weird, I'm not used to her speaking like that. And all the people I've not seen in like what seemed to be a decade.Well basicially If I've not seen them in NUs they must be in NTU or SMU.I wonder if SMU inculcated this value that the fact they are there is because they're different.
This is really sad.unpopular module with 140 vacancies and 18 bidders, and the demand for monday econs is about to not meet with the supply. Shyt.
Either doi is thinking in blocks or she just likes to write her thoughts I've taken a really at that point in time. I've gotten 4 emails from her in the past 10mins of typing this entry out.

Listening to Yuan you hui ~ Jay , reminds me of her.sighz


Muted Celebrations
This 1st of Jan is different from past 1st of Jan. In just one week the world is short of some 15 thousand people. 2004 has gone and 2005 is off to a bad start, suffering from the after effects of the killer waves . Prayers and donation drives have been held in place of celebrations and festivities, especially in the east asia region.





Same old brand New Year...