Feeling disturbed need to blog my insecurities

(warning : highly incoherent entry DO not attempt to understand)

It's eerie I seem to be able to lose the abiltiy to spell properly. maybe i'm not thinking staight. but i'm perfectly sober. I need to check the word on dictionary.com many times. even typing the add wrongly. dicitionary, bring me to some obscure sight. Fake la what's wrong with me.
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when i say i didnt have problems i just didnt want to burden people with them.

missed by a whole freaking 20 mins and the courage to go buy. or else i would be rich right now

they removed a whole bus interchnage waste my freaking time.

saw hazel chenghow and ivy seperately i just didnt know hoe to go about saying hi

checked the timetable of other people in the comm some of them take weird modules. are they not yr 1 i'm confused. very disturbed.

am looking for a small version half an A4 size of past morten by ben elton. frick la mortem not morten.

stupid butterfly. i go sleep liao tomorrow hopefully i'll find my balance.