One of those days
I feel like I'm having more and more of those days where I feel really down and question my ability and my purpose on this planet.
I fear this maybe a prelude to suicidal tendencies. When you have no goals, no aims you're basically a mindless factory robot doing whatever that society dictates. Go to school, Get a Degree, Get a Job ,Get Married, Have kids.
What about traveling the world? Seeing stuff like Mount fuji, Mona lisa, Great wall, Eiffel tower, Grand Canyon, the white house. There has got to be more to life than just what society says .
Maybe it's the constant repetition in life resulting in boredom. Huge waste consumption of western media just doesn't really cure my boredom anymore.I have got to get my mind off things. That's why I love studying, it channels your energy off the heart and gives you space to breath and subconciously forget the problems in your life. Furthermore, it's a temporary cure to the loneliness inflicted upon moi.
Tonight, hundreds of Cs1101c students will rush to the website to see the lab question which opens at midnight scrambing to finish the question before the day ends tomorrow. Lucky for me I'm over it. It's little stuff like this that give me the satisfaction of secretly laughing at those poor students with their hard to do lab.
okay i'm pathetic, sue me.
I fear this maybe a prelude to suicidal tendencies. When you have no goals, no aims you're basically a mindless factory robot doing whatever that society dictates. Go to school, Get a Degree, Get a Job ,Get Married, Have kids.
What about traveling the world? Seeing stuff like Mount fuji, Mona lisa, Great wall, Eiffel tower, Grand Canyon, the white house. There has got to be more to life than just what society says .
Maybe it's the constant repetition in life resulting in boredom. Huge waste consumption of western media just doesn't really cure my boredom anymore.I have got to get my mind off things. That's why I love studying, it channels your energy off the heart and gives you space to breath and subconciously forget the problems in your life. Furthermore, it's a temporary cure to the loneliness inflicted upon moi.
Tonight, hundreds of Cs1101c students will rush to the website to see the lab question which opens at midnight scrambing to finish the question before the day ends tomorrow. Lucky for me I'm over it. It's little stuff like this that give me the satisfaction of secretly laughing at those poor students with their hard to do lab.
okay i'm pathetic, sue me.
kakashi + 11:59 PM
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