I find it increasing hard to blog on my time, just because recently I find mugging and reading piles of work seems to be more satisfying than blogging. Don't get me wrong, I still love writing, I just can't find a simple reason or topic to discourse on. School's starting to get to me. I wanna strive for perfection and accuracy, but the people around me are all way better at what they do. No matter how hard I try, I don't think I'll be able to surpass them in this lifetime. I keep thinking, maybe if I held on long enough, they'll fall out and die off. Afterall, endurance is definitely one of my strongest suits.

That the world should not be this hard to survive in. Everyone should be born like antelopes that frolick around the African Savannas, leading a wild, carefree, trouble-less meaningless existance, occasionally drinking wateranother elaborate scheme to punk the whole world in preparation for the new season of from the untouched pristine lake, and grazing on the lush green grass that abound. Then again, where would all the fun be?

Rumors abound of Ashton and Moore's marriage being a publicity stunt for the new season of MTV's punk'd. Well done Ashton, if it's really a hoax I have got to give it to you. Right now, only he and his crew will know if it's a hoax. Till then, only time will tell.