I wish somebody would tell me before I came into this institution that you can skip all lectures and still get full marks or that you can attend all the lectures and fail the course. Some people are just smart that way.
kakashi + 11:10 PM
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Tots...
The night is extremely conducive for writing entries, there are no external noises to affect your thoughts and the mood is just right for being pensive.
On less fortunate people
I was on the bus today, and I realised that they were people that are not "guai", so to speak, around. Being in Sec to JC to Uni, I've always gone to the slightly better schools mixed with the " good" kind of people and thus is not exposed to delinquents and gangsters. This girl was talking really loud on her Hp, so much so that everyone in the bus can hear. She was telling this guy, in the phone,(it's a guy because she flirts with him and calls him honey) that she was wondering what to do after N levels, and that she should go into hairdressing.She thens complains about her life, what she did, gone to hostel twice, once for armed assault and another for smoking in school, played gum, Smack k, E and such.How she broke up with her Ex and another.. Pretty dramatic stuff.
Anyway, this made me realised, the world is full of people who lead lives that are more considerbly worst than mine, in my definition. So I shouldn't be so uptight about tiny things not going well for me.
On career choices
The more I think about it, the more I wonder what I was going to do with an engineering degree. I wanna be out on the field doing stuff related to interpersonal relationships, seeing things and events unfold itself, being on the frontline when things happen.I wanna be walking around, snapping photos, bringing news to the people. I want to be a Journalist, cos writing is such a passion to me. I know I wouldn't be content with an Engineering related job even though it could potentially reap in more moolah than the one I proposed. I've heard people saying that you should do a job you're passionate about, otherwise it'll just be unhappy about what you're doing. Then again, life changing decisions cannot be set in motion in a day.
On Life's enjoyment
I really admire foreigners who can afford to take a few thousand dollars after they graduate to tour parts of the different continents, London, Paris, New York, Tokyo, Beijing.. Places I could only dreamt of going. They do not have the burden of financial liabilities like housing, cars and what-nots, because their housing and cars are simply too affordable. Singaporeans slaved their whole lives just to pay their bills and support their families, when foreigners out there are simply enjoying the great wilderness and relaxing. If given a choice, I would probably migrate to some other country and enjoy the slower pace of life.The standard of living is just too high in our sunnny island to enjoy quality life in my definition.
On less fortunate people
I was on the bus today, and I realised that they were people that are not "guai", so to speak, around. Being in Sec to JC to Uni, I've always gone to the slightly better schools mixed with the " good" kind of people and thus is not exposed to delinquents and gangsters. This girl was talking really loud on her Hp, so much so that everyone in the bus can hear. She was telling this guy, in the phone,(it's a guy because she flirts with him and calls him honey) that she was wondering what to do after N levels, and that she should go into hairdressing.She thens complains about her life, what she did, gone to hostel twice, once for armed assault and another for smoking in school, played gum, Smack k, E and such.How she broke up with her Ex and another.. Pretty dramatic stuff.
Anyway, this made me realised, the world is full of people who lead lives that are more considerbly worst than mine, in my definition. So I shouldn't be so uptight about tiny things not going well for me.
On career choices
The more I think about it, the more I wonder what I was going to do with an engineering degree. I wanna be out on the field doing stuff related to interpersonal relationships, seeing things and events unfold itself, being on the frontline when things happen.I wanna be walking around, snapping photos, bringing news to the people. I want to be a Journalist, cos writing is such a passion to me. I know I wouldn't be content with an Engineering related job even though it could potentially reap in more moolah than the one I proposed. I've heard people saying that you should do a job you're passionate about, otherwise it'll just be unhappy about what you're doing. Then again, life changing decisions cannot be set in motion in a day.
On Life's enjoyment
I really admire foreigners who can afford to take a few thousand dollars after they graduate to tour parts of the different continents, London, Paris, New York, Tokyo, Beijing.. Places I could only dreamt of going. They do not have the burden of financial liabilities like housing, cars and what-nots, because their housing and cars are simply too affordable. Singaporeans slaved their whole lives just to pay their bills and support their families, when foreigners out there are simply enjoying the great wilderness and relaxing. If given a choice, I would probably migrate to some other country and enjoy the slower pace of life.The standard of living is just too high in our sunnny island to enjoy quality life in my definition.
kakashi + 1:08 AM [#]
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Pandamonium!!
Doesn't this picture sort of remind you of Panda of DOTA where he splits into 3 and have 3 clones of himself he can use to fight..they all have similar large hats like the one's SHE is wearing.. Pandamonium!!
Don't we all at some point or another wished we could lived forever, the romanticism of eternal life is one that afflicts humans everywhere. Life's too short to do the same thing twice, as my friend used to say, but it's the longest darn thing you'll have to go through. Think about it.
I sorta fell into a mini loneliness state again, after finding out two of my friends who broke up got hitched again. Hmm.. Somehow I don't get shocked so much when I find out my friends got hitched anymore, maybe it happens way too often for me to care anymore. I'm sorta bad at consoling people, my friend wrote, I just broke up too, I msn-ed back.. "haha *points finger" Come to think of it that girl was my other friend's Ex also, both of whom don't know each other... hmmm..
Doesn't this picture sort of remind you of Panda of DOTA where he splits into 3 and have 3 clones of himself he can use to fight..they all have similar large hats like the one's SHE is wearing.. Pandamonium!!Don't we all at some point or another wished we could lived forever, the romanticism of eternal life is one that afflicts humans everywhere. Life's too short to do the same thing twice, as my friend used to say, but it's the longest darn thing you'll have to go through. Think about it.
I sorta fell into a mini loneliness state again, after finding out two of my friends who broke up got hitched again. Hmm.. Somehow I don't get shocked so much when I find out my friends got hitched anymore, maybe it happens way too often for me to care anymore. I'm sorta bad at consoling people, my friend wrote, I just broke up too, I msn-ed back.. "haha *points finger" Come to think of it that girl was my other friend's Ex also, both of whom don't know each other... hmmm..
kakashi + 4:43 PM [#]
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On Commonwealth games
The Singapore table tennis team has clinched gold sliver and bronze for the women's table tennis, Good for ya.. but Li jiawei lost to Zhang xue ling in an upset. Hmmm..
On why Singapore lost the netball.
Singapore's netball team is being lulled into a false sense of security by being the regional champions, probably being the best in the 10 or so regional countries who can't really afford money to pump into sports. The Aussies are also bigger, better and faster(gawd.. that sounds like a newer version of human.. haha), thus they were able to trunce our tiny asses.
On free money
Wahaha i'm 900 richer..Cos the sg gave me for the Progress package.. hmm gotta do something to Atm to get it in bank though..
On fluids
And there i was looking at my fluids tutorial, and then I realised on the whole the paper looked like a mess of jumbled up equations that nobody could understand. And I actually understood. Holy shit, I'm feel like i'm a genius.. or something like it..
On Yc
She was wearing this cute little black dress today. But she doesn't know how to present herself. Women in cute little black dresses should exude an air of confidence like her friends V and P who are so totally comfortable with what they were wearing. Rather, she look awkward in it. I'd rather she wear something she's more comfortable in than look awkward-ish.
Today is xt's birthday.. Happy Birthday! ya!!
The Singapore table tennis team has clinched gold sliver and bronze for the women's table tennis, Good for ya.. but Li jiawei lost to Zhang xue ling in an upset. Hmmm..
On why Singapore lost the netball.
Singapore's netball team is being lulled into a false sense of security by being the regional champions, probably being the best in the 10 or so regional countries who can't really afford money to pump into sports. The Aussies are also bigger, better and faster(gawd.. that sounds like a newer version of human.. haha), thus they were able to trunce our tiny asses.
On free money
Wahaha i'm 900 richer..Cos the sg gave me for the Progress package.. hmm gotta do something to Atm to get it in bank though..
On fluids
And there i was looking at my fluids tutorial, and then I realised on the whole the paper looked like a mess of jumbled up equations that nobody could understand. And I actually understood. Holy shit, I'm feel like i'm a genius.. or something like it..
On Yc
She was wearing this cute little black dress today. But she doesn't know how to present herself. Women in cute little black dresses should exude an air of confidence like her friends V and P who are so totally comfortable with what they were wearing. Rather, she look awkward in it. I'd rather she wear something she's more comfortable in than look awkward-ish.
Today is xt's birthday.. Happy Birthday! ya!!
kakashi + 5:55 PM [#]
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Wishful thinking...
Sometimes I wish everyone on this planet is a cute girl but me. Then I'll have lots of cute girl friends and I'll be the happiest man on earth! And I'll never have to peel another prawn again! (I don't know, that's was the debate for prawn peeling loving girlfriends a while back) Then again... it'd actually turn into a nightmare when the time of the month comes and their sunny disposition would become a cauldron of bloody mess and I'll wish I was in hell instead. Okay nevermind... If you're the wish fairy reading this, don't actually make this wish come true.
kakashi + 8:29 PM [#]
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Guys DOTA and football..
Seriously funny DOTA conversation:
ME : (Allies) Hey guys! Quick push I wanna watch Football!
ALLY1 : No shit me too!!
ALLY2 : Barca vs Chelsea?
ME : Yeah.. come on Pushhh
We all push like crazy but can't break in
ME : (All) Hey guys can we just call it a draw? We wanna watch football!
ENEMY1 : Barca vs Chelsea?
ALLY1 : YEAH, it just kicked off!!!!
ENEMY2 : SHIT! OK DRAW ALL LEAVE NOW!!
ME : Enjoy the game!
ME : (Allies) Hey guys! Quick push I wanna watch Football!
ALLY1 : No shit me too!!
ALLY2 : Barca vs Chelsea?
ME : Yeah.. come on Pushhh
We all push like crazy but can't break in
ME : (All) Hey guys can we just call it a draw? We wanna watch football!
ENEMY1 : Barca vs Chelsea?
ALLY1 : YEAH, it just kicked off!!!!
ENEMY2 : SHIT! OK DRAW ALL LEAVE NOW!!
ME : Enjoy the game!
kakashi + 7:37 PM [#]
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The unit
"sorry is what you tell your girlfriend when you finish too quick."
I love the unit!!
Side note: Gm asked me who's the chio-est girl in ME I said XL, GOD, what was I thinking.. I should have said Ft. IMHO, Ft is definitely hotter than Xl!
I love the unit!!
Side note: Gm asked me who's the chio-est girl in ME I said XL, GOD, what was I thinking.. I should have said Ft. IMHO, Ft is definitely hotter than Xl!
kakashi + 11:18 PM [#]
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Evey Hammond: "Who are you?"
V: "Who? Who is but the form following the function of what. And what I am is a man in a mask."
Evey Hammond: "I can see that."
V: "Of course you can. I am not questioning your powers of observation. I'm merely remarking upon the paradox of asking a masked man who he is."
V: "Beneath this mask there is more than flesh. There is an idea, Mr. Creedy, and ideas are bulletproof."
Why is the Vendetta fantastic? It just absofuckinglutely great. People love to see revolution,blood, gore,love rolled into one. Hugo weaving plays the unfortunate or fortunate man of V in the mask who never shows his face once in the movie.
My three favourite reads all girls, izzy dot and Iso have proclaimed V to be the best show ever almost all at the same time. How queer is that.
V: "Who? Who is but the form following the function of what. And what I am is a man in a mask."
Evey Hammond: "I can see that."
V: "Of course you can. I am not questioning your powers of observation. I'm merely remarking upon the paradox of asking a masked man who he is."
V: "Beneath this mask there is more than flesh. There is an idea, Mr. Creedy, and ideas are bulletproof."
Why is the Vendetta fantastic? It just absofuckinglutely great. People love to see revolution,blood, gore,love rolled into one. Hugo weaving plays the unfortunate or fortunate man of V in the mask who never shows his face once in the movie.
My three favourite reads all girls, izzy dot and Iso have proclaimed V to be the best show ever almost all at the same time. How queer is that.
kakashi + 7:30 PM [#]
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God I'm a freak, I'm reading the forums.
Study log 1.0
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How do you know if for the slope of -40Db/dec the poles are 2 identical poles or complex poles?
Assume that the poles are idential, then subsequently, if there is a damping ratio, the roots will be a complex one.
Fact
Frequency Response of 1/s passes through 1,0 at -20dB/dec.
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How do you know if for the slope of -40Db/dec the poles are 2 identical poles or complex poles?
Assume that the poles are idential, then subsequently, if there is a damping ratio, the roots will be a complex one.
Fact
Frequency Response of 1/s passes through 1,0 at -20dB/dec.
kakashi + 12:19 AM [#]
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Hey, didn't we complain that there weren't campus concerts in NUS? Now, there were quite a few, Angela, Zhang shao han is coming tomorrow, Wah ... ANGELA Leh.. must go k.. But she's so freaking Skinny, I could break her with my two pinkies.
kakashi + 11:06 PM [#]
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Do these people know what they're talking about?
I was late for tutorials today, and Winoto decide to miss our class, so we had to crash the other fluids tutorial, when I went into the class, there were like 40+ guys in the room. Holy shit, no girls, Wah, first time my tutorial no girls.. That's like sucks.
Okay nvm, then they were asking these Chim chim questions in which I have no freaking idea what they were talking about. Something about why do u assume pressure gradient in the v direction to be zero. Holy shit, Actually I do know what they were talking about but I too lazy to think. See says I have great comprehension powers. Wahahaha.. GODLIKE liao la..
I can never understand why girls feel the need to chatter, two girls veri noisy , three girls, can make a market place, put five girls together and you'll have enuff noise energy to power NUS for a month. Why did I say that, On the bus, I was trying to get some napping time .. then these three girls come up chat and chat and chat, even the bus driver can hear what they were talking about when they were all the way at the back. Then at lecture, these four BIE girls sat in front of me, during breaking, they started to move around and their friends from all over the lecture came and chatted with them, if I hadn't known better, I'd swear they hadn't talked for like 10 years!.. God please give me some peace and quiet for once.
Singapore won the commonwealth games for table tennis womens singles yay.. hahhaa in ur face! Aussies!
Okay nvm, then they were asking these Chim chim questions in which I have no freaking idea what they were talking about. Something about why do u assume pressure gradient in the v direction to be zero. Holy shit, Actually I do know what they were talking about but I too lazy to think. See says I have great comprehension powers. Wahahaha.. GODLIKE liao la..
I can never understand why girls feel the need to chatter, two girls veri noisy , three girls, can make a market place, put five girls together and you'll have enuff noise energy to power NUS for a month. Why did I say that, On the bus, I was trying to get some napping time .. then these three girls come up chat and chat and chat, even the bus driver can hear what they were talking about when they were all the way at the back. Then at lecture, these four BIE girls sat in front of me, during breaking, they started to move around and their friends from all over the lecture came and chatted with them, if I hadn't known better, I'd swear they hadn't talked for like 10 years!.. God please give me some peace and quiet for once.
Singapore won the commonwealth games for table tennis womens singles yay.. hahhaa in ur face! Aussies!
kakashi + 10:25 PM [#]
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give me a happy pill please.
These days I lack the propensity to be happy. Happiness is elusive to me. I wish I could just shed off my burdens and make like the bird, but sad to say that ain't going to happen, not while evolution takes a few billion years. I surmise that the reason I'm feeling the way I am is because I lack direction and someone to be with. That coupled with the lacklustre performance I've been having on my school work, needs no further explaination.
Nothing makes me happy anymore,I'm gonna die a sad lonesome old man with no one to care for.Somebody, please give me a happy pill please.
Nothing makes me happy anymore,I'm gonna die a sad lonesome old man with no one to care for.Somebody, please give me a happy pill please.
kakashi + 4:47 PM [#]
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Lolz.. On Kangxilaile, Selina revealed that she had an English name previously like Hebe and Ella, While, Hebe's name was Anita, Ella was Water, Selina was Cola...
lolz.. Imagine..Instead of Hi we're SHE, I'm Selina, I'm Hebe and I'm Ella, now it's" Hi we're CAW! I'm Cola, I'm Anita and I'm Water! ROFL..
lolz.. Imagine..Instead of Hi we're SHE, I'm Selina, I'm Hebe and I'm Ella, now it's" Hi we're CAW! I'm Cola, I'm Anita and I'm Water! ROFL..
kakashi + 4:26 PM [#]
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There's a rule that if you meet a person for more than 3 times a week, you will become good friends with that person. Meeting includes talking to the person and doing an activity together, that includes going for lecture and tutorials.
I wonder who state that rule, but it's an undeniable fact of life. You meet that person long enough, you know his/her habits, what he/she is like you become good friends. Simple logic. I don't know why I wrote that, just felt like noting down that observation.
The loneliness of the night without someone close to heart is becoming unbearable.I asked a friend why he like to " break patch then next week new girl liao" He told me that once you experienced love, you'll never want to be single again. At that point in time I didn't realise how true that is.
I wonder who state that rule, but it's an undeniable fact of life. You meet that person long enough, you know his/her habits, what he/she is like you become good friends. Simple logic. I don't know why I wrote that, just felt like noting down that observation.
The loneliness of the night without someone close to heart is becoming unbearable.I asked a friend why he like to " break patch then next week new girl liao" He told me that once you experienced love, you'll never want to be single again. At that point in time I didn't realise how true that is.
kakashi + 1:56 AM [#]
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Closure.
I have a mouth, but it does not make any sound. I have love overflowing, but there is no heart to fill it.I'm seeking solace in something, but there seem to me none. I seek closure, but I don't have the means to do that.
Truth be told, I miss mm, she makes me wanna be a better man. Maybe I don't miss her, I just miss the compainionship, that means a dog would probably fill this void of mine.I can't seem to do anything right, everything I do reminds of her. Every girl I see reminds of her. She fills my thoughts, tell me, how do I forget?
It's been a while since I wrote here, I could probably find the courage to reopen my blog. Then again, I shouldn't because, that would invite trouble and stress. Accountability to readers, that is what I can't deal with right now. I shall keep it a secret, for now.
Truth be told, I miss mm, she makes me wanna be a better man. Maybe I don't miss her, I just miss the compainionship, that means a dog would probably fill this void of mine.I can't seem to do anything right, everything I do reminds of her. Every girl I see reminds of her. She fills my thoughts, tell me, how do I forget?
It's been a while since I wrote here, I could probably find the courage to reopen my blog. Then again, I shouldn't because, that would invite trouble and stress. Accountability to readers, that is what I can't deal with right now. I shall keep it a secret, for now.
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