I seek happier times.
"Life should be a little nuts, otherwise it's just a bunch of thursdays strung together" ~Rumor has it.
I watched Rumor has it on the lappy, nice show I might add. It was suppose to be a romantic comedy?I didn't laugh the whole time even though it was funny. It's just that I don't laugh at comedies anymore. I hardly find it endearing to laugh at anything anymore. Everything is so automatic, so robotic. The pain seeps through every now and then and I realise that I feel alone. So alone. My heart aches for no reason. Tears that usually don't come so often found its way into this world. So much so that I've decide to become emotionally detached. Everyday, I pray for something to end this misery. Maybe a gunshot to the head would do the trick. Then again, it's much too messy. It's frustrating to be stuck in between now and there. A wound that does not heal. A line that does not arc. 1 is truly a lonely number.
One of my reads, raining-noodles has broken up with her bf and she seems to be taking it really hard. Of course he had dumped her, her words so meaningful pours out her deep felt sorrow and pain. She was a brilliant writer to begin with, yet with the breakup she became more brilliant. Well, that guy must be blind to have given up her. I'd date her anytime. Right.. Her words speak of desperation, desperate to be with him again, even though after begging him to take her back. I don't understand . I just don't understand. What is this thing called love that makes people wanna do anything and everything for? It's all the Serpent's fault. If the serpent hadn't had instructed Eve to eat the apple from the Tree of knowledge.. and Eve hadn't had eaten that apple that gave them the knowledge of how to use the equipment God gave them between their crotches, we'd still be at the garden of Eden.
Till, I can make heartfelt laughter at whatever again..
Find me back my smile.
I watched Rumor has it on the lappy, nice show I might add. It was suppose to be a romantic comedy?I didn't laugh the whole time even though it was funny. It's just that I don't laugh at comedies anymore. I hardly find it endearing to laugh at anything anymore. Everything is so automatic, so robotic. The pain seeps through every now and then and I realise that I feel alone. So alone. My heart aches for no reason. Tears that usually don't come so often found its way into this world. So much so that I've decide to become emotionally detached. Everyday, I pray for something to end this misery. Maybe a gunshot to the head would do the trick. Then again, it's much too messy. It's frustrating to be stuck in between now and there. A wound that does not heal. A line that does not arc. 1 is truly a lonely number.
One of my reads, raining-noodles has broken up with her bf and she seems to be taking it really hard. Of course he had dumped her, her words so meaningful pours out her deep felt sorrow and pain. She was a brilliant writer to begin with, yet with the breakup she became more brilliant. Well, that guy must be blind to have given up her. I'd date her anytime. Right.. Her words speak of desperation, desperate to be with him again, even though after begging him to take her back. I don't understand . I just don't understand. What is this thing called love that makes people wanna do anything and everything for? It's all the Serpent's fault. If the serpent hadn't had instructed Eve to eat the apple from the Tree of knowledge.. and Eve hadn't had eaten that apple that gave them the knowledge of how to use the equipment God gave them between their crotches, we'd still be at the garden of Eden.
Till, I can make heartfelt laughter at whatever again..
Find me back my smile.
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