The pen I just realised that I've been using the pen for ages. It's like an integral part of my life. The sakura gelly roll pen , I've been using to write my helpsheet. You said that black is dull, I need to inject colour into my writing and casually gave it to me. Now the pen has almost reached the end of it's life. I can barely let it go. Maybe I should go get another one. But it wont be the same. It never will. I should throw it away just like you threw away ours.