No No no no no this is all wrong. This has got to be the absolute worst day of my life. I got back my results and they were terrible. I officially absolutely abhor Gems now. I get B in almost all of them.Well not almost but ALL. And I thought they were suppose to pull me up me cap. But seriously I've done my best. But my best is not good enough to get an A. The rest of the cohort are much smarter, way more studious than I am. I cannot stand the fact that I'm just an average student. I'm getting Straight Bs for the past 4 sems. It's not doing anything good for my morale.

And to top it all off, I went to this wedding dinner of a distant cousin of mine just. I don't even know her. Well maybe we could've exchanged a few words of hi-byes during New year.The food was filling. Maybe because we had 2 kids with us and one of the seats is empty. I digress. People are moving on. Working for some big shot company talking about shares and working hours. I feel so left out. Everyone is working EXCEPT ME! I'm officially a bum. That's not the main point. The point is that the girl I met in the club a few nites back and went out a few times with is actually.. haiz.... no no no no no this is ALL WRONG! It's not suppose to end this way. We're suppose to get married have 3 children and a dog move to australia and retire...
Well, Fate has a funny way of playing tricks on you. From now on I shall not believe in love anymore. It's not for me anyway.

Happiness to me is a myth, that is often spoken of in others mouth and yet I will not be able to experience it.