of HFM, Twitcing right eye and Pink ping pong ball I heard the most ridiculous thing. Terance got HFM disease. And he's 23. I wonder how he got it. He maybe because he went to the gym too often and people's sweat cause him to get the disease. Funny, I thought it only affects little children. Apparently not. And he advises us not to touch him as contact will cause contamination. Lolz.

My right eye keeps twitching, people have told me it's a good thing. But so far, it's been an irritation rather than a good thing. So when will the fortune come? Maybe I'll win a million bucks. Maybe I won't. Who knows.

Ippt Aftermath I could feel every fibre in my muscles itching to be put out of it's misery. It was after all, a great workout. Even though I was physical exhausted. I didn't want to go to sleep. Sleeping would mean a sign of weakness. I told myself, as if it actually is. Truth was I didn't feel like sleeping. I had the every desire to finish the book that had completely engulfed my life. Every waking moment was spent thinking about The Game. I realised I had become obsessed with it even though I hadn't actually tried it. I was just dying to try it.It changed my perspective on things. And then It was just when I realised I wasn't hung up on one girl now. Everyone was game.

I felt happy for a while. I had this incredible dream. I dreamt I was sarging Jolin. I gave her a time constraint that my friends were waiting for me outside and I could only talk for a while. I did a JGR and she responded well with IOIs and all. Then we talked for a while about everything, I can't remember wat. Then this AMOG came and wanted to pull her away, I told him that he couldn't have me cos I'm totally straight. She laughed. Then before she left, I number-closed her and she gave me her email. OMFG this is so fucking crazy.But I felt happy for a while. I had thought I forgotten what happiness felt like.

I'm fucking nuts. I know.

The game A man has two primary drives in early adulthood: one toward power,
success, and accomplishment; the other toward love, companionship, and
sex. Half of life then was out of order. To go before them was to stand up as
a man and admit that I was only half a man. ~Neil strauss

Brillant man. Good stuff.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/miss-singapore-universe/196881259/

Yup it looks more like a lingerie than a nightgown. I'd have thought she was working if seen on the streets. haiz.

inevitable irascibility I'm easily irritated these few days.

Blame it on the weather and my non-existant modules planning ability. On the brink of lunacy, trying to maintain my sanity and not get irritated. It's not easy. It's liken to how some men can satisfy two or more women at the same time.


Some people(nah) just don't get it. I'm trying to give one word answers and showing my disinterest in chatting and he goes on and on. I have absolutely no idea why. Do I have to specifically spell it out so he'll understand? Maybe if I don't reply he'll get it or something.

LOL!!

Psychiatrist!!!!!!!!!!! Choices, Self doubt.
She used to say she like a man with a sense of direction, a sense of purpose who knows what he wants and go all out to get it. If not, he must at least have a sense of what he wants. I'm like, er.. okie. So how do you know what you want. You're born into this earth a clean slate, unblemished by the world's tiresome worries and unburden with debt. So how do you know what you are destined to be? A lawyer, a doctor, an accountant an engineer? It's the life choices that you make and the influences that people have on you. Your mom, your dad, your teacher, your lover... Stuff like that. So what happens when you get to a crossroad and you don't know where to go? Who'll be there to lead you? Will being a sheep be the safest way to go?

"You know, these clothes do not fancy you at all. It should be a dress or nothing. I happen to have no dress in my cabin." ~Jack Sparrow POTC-DMC

Such witty banter, how I wish to be able to speak like that. Even though it might be scripted, it's really no reason to see why anyone can't talk like that.

That's When I Love You Lyrics When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

Hell hath no fury..

This evening as I was taking the lift up, waiting for the lift, this girl , whom I've hardly know from my pri 3 class yet lives in my block comes too. We glanced at each other for a while and said nothing. Then the lift opens, this guy also from my class comes out.. for a moment we froze. There was an awkward momentary silence as we three refused to acknowlege each other's presence not knowing how we'd all react having not talked since pri school. Then he hurried away leaving me and the girl in the lift with unbearable silence only to see her glance back at me for another look after she left.

Have we all gone grown and become so distant that we forgot who were the ones with us during our Primary school days? Ironically, I'll be having a pri 6 gathering soon. Why didn't the smaller of us clicked?

My life as i know it.. is over.. SHE HATES ME!!!!!!!

Russell Peters In Singapore(NC16)!!06 Oct 2006!

I love conversations with her. I want Orlando bloom to love me said:
Good!

~はたけカカシ~ said:
It hurts me to tell you that he'll nvr love him

I want Orlando bloom to love me said:
If i die tell Orlando bloom I love him

~はたけカカシ~ said:
He's nothing but a pirate scum!

I want Orlando bloom to love me said:
That's will turner. I mean the real orlando..

~はたけカカシ~ said:
yeah I'm actually his best friend and he told me he's gay!

~はたけカカシ~ said:
He dreams of having gay sex with Jack sparrow that's why he looked so down when he saw Keria kissing jack...

I want Orlando bloom to love me said:
is that true????

~はたけカカシ~ said:
yeah it hurts doesn't it..

I want Orlando bloom to love me said:
noo!! I dun believe u..

I want Orlando bloom to love me said:
Why do all the men i like turn out to be gay!?!?!

~はたけカカシ~ said:
Sorry.. I wasn't sure you'd take the truth so hard..

Why do all the men I like turn out to be gay!?! said:
WHY?!?!?!!?!

Why do all the men I like turn out to be gay!?! said:
SO if i say I like you you'll turn gay right?!?!

Why do all the men I like turn out to be gay!?! said:
I like you...

~はたけカカシ~ said:
What?! that's not gonna turn me gay!?!

~はたけカカシ~ said:
I'm a 100% Straight!!!

~はたけカカシ~ said:
I like boobies!! TITS!!!!

Why do all the men I like turn out to be gay!?! said:
you're so gay now...

Why do all the men I like turn out to be gay!?! said:
haha!

~はたけカカシ~ said:
I'm so gonna blog this..

LOL

Where of all this cynicism of getting out of the dreaded rat race coming from? And where of all this paranoia that the government is conspiring against them. I can't remember the last time I met a person that's completely not self-absorbed, instead filled with a kind of love that he exudes, infects everyone around him, laughs at everything and loves life for what it is. Wouldn't it be lovely to believe in a philosophy that believes every one is pure and good?

Personal slave. After being high on World cup fever for a month, it was his way of paying back to her. They had shopped around the town hoping to find something to her liking. As a matter of fact, everything was to her liking. He had carried so much stuff that he swore it could supply a small country of models clothes for a year. According to her, everything is a steal. So she's like a thief, that seemed to have stolen his heart too, seeing he's willing to be at her beck and call.

She dashed into another shop, after seeing the words in big bold letters proclaiming 70% off , not caring whether he had followed.Before he knew it, she had already chosen a pair of thongs and bikini and thrusted it into his hands while she picked up another piece of clothing and dashed into the changing room.

He stood there, looking helpless with the incriminating stuff that made him look like a prevert. The salesgirls saw his exasperating expression and giggled.

He felt a sense of embarassment overcome him as he call on her, hoping it would hasten her. What seem like mere minutes felt like hours. Some of the stream of passerbys that had past outside the shop saw him and looked bemused but some, simply didn't care or noticed.

Click, the door opened. Finally! He thought as he looked at her. She looked around, with no clear intention to leave the changing area.

"Do you have a bigger size for this?" she asked the salesgirl that had came to her aid.

"As a matter of fact, we do?" The salesgirl replied politely, "Hang on while I go get it."

He sighed in his mind and thought to himself that, this was going to be another long day.

I just had this crazy idea. Zidane was actually hit by the imperious curse and the fourth official, who told the referee to card Zidane, is actually a death eater! that'll explain why Zidane did what he did! Little did we know that the dark lord actually favours Italy over France. So he cast a spell on Materazzi to make him say what he did to annoy Zidane so Zidane would actually attack him giving proof that he was actally annoyed or something. So this would not alarm the minstry of magic!

OMG!! THE HORROR!

On another note, the words levi corpus keep floating in my mind. It's a spell that dangles one person by the foot. I have no idea whatsoever why it does that. I'm going nuts.

you're kidding me?? ~はたけカカシ~ Sweet dreams are made of cheese... said:
So erm.. why are you so happy?

I'm the happiest girl in this world! said:
because of the G8 summit

~はたけカカシ~ Sweet dreams are made of cheese... said:
erm... ya why?

I'm the happiest girl in this world! said:
It's held in Russia

~はたけカカシ~ Sweet dreams are made of cheese... said:
and you're happy why???

I'm the happiest girl in this world! said:
putin

~はたけカカシ~ Sweet dreams are made of cheese... said:
Who??

~はたけカカシ~ Sweet dreams are made of cheese... said:
The russian president putin?

I'm the happiest girl in this world! said:
yes

~はたけカカシ~ Sweet dreams are made of cheese... said:
So let me get this straight...

~はたけカカシ~ Sweet dreams are made of cheese... said:
you like balding old men in power talking abot worldy issues....

I'm the happiest girl in this world! said:
yes I gget to see him on the news every day!!

I'm the happiest girl in this world! said:
He's so handsome.. me likey..

~はたけカカシ~ Sweet dreams are made of cheese... said:
You are so F***ing kidding me

~はたけカカシ~ Sweet dreams are made of cheese... said:
I'm so gonna blog this..

One of those days... I've long wondered where were the times when I could entertain myself with everything and nothing in particular. It's like one of those days where, there was absolutely nothing to do since the prospect of watching the mummy returns nor Tang bo hu dian qu xiang for the umpteenth time did not bode well as my mind and I finished my HBP book. The identity of RAB held little interest to me as there was really nothing much to delve on.

Somebody make me a swag of Felix felicis or a cauldron of pure Euphoria. Anything to perk up this dull depressing mood that seem to swing my way. Well, in fact, I think a glass of alcohol filled drink might have done the trick. Right And I have absolutely no idea what to fill this space with other than hexs and jinxs and charms that fill my mind when every writing something came to mind. And I seem to be engulfed into narrating my every action like a book, I had to resist it like trying to put a counter jinx on it. Argghhz I'm going nuts.

Most perplexing of all I still have no idea who the HBP is seeing how slow a reader I am. No let me put it this way, I'd like to savour every last remaining word of the book, even though it hasn't really intrigued me much. Keeping in mind it was afterall, a Children's book, my mind began to be more forgiving.

Never

Ever

Ever

ever

ever

ever

ever

ever

ever

Doubt what you see on you tube.

Because throwing a mentos into a 1.5 litre coke bottle really causes chemical reactions.

Friction. She was like a puppy in need of constant attention. All day long she would call him on his cell for no apparent reason to whine about stuff that had recently happened around her. He didn't seem to mind at all.

"Yes, yes tell me more." he said into the mouthpiece of his phone as if he had actually listened.

He had understood that, she didn't need him to actually listen. He just had to listen for the sake of listening, so she can feel that somebody actually mattered and cared enough to know about her problems. That in some strange way constitute to love, but it was all she needed.

It was not until that evening the calling ceased, she would have call him almost every few hours. It had been a little more than 6 hours now since she lasted called and he was beginning to worry what had happened to her.

When he tried to pick up his phone, the melody of his cell began to flow smoothly into his ears. He took it out of his bottom right pocket to see the name of his beloved flashing brightly on the screen of his month old phone, telling him his worries were unfounded.

He smiled.

"The trouble with the rat race is even if you win, you're still a rat."
-Lily Tomlin



How sadly true.

If that is the case, can I be a hamster.. Please?

Johnny Depp's only returning role in POTC was great. No not Passion of the Christ you duhhead. It's pirates of the Carribean! As if it was some prerequisite to flim making there must always most definitely have a couple and a love triangle conflict. Elizabeth had inevitablity fallen in love with Jack sparrow, shown subtley by the pointing of the compass to jack. (The compass shows you what the heart truely desires.) How fun! I can't wait for the third film next may ~World's end!

Movie review!! So we discovered that The devil wears prada will only show in Singapore 7 sept. How sad. That would be like halfway thru my semester. That's way too long. So naturally with the help of the powers of the internet we managed to obtain a bootleg copy!

It was mightly awesome even though I was frustrated at some of the changes that the movie made. To be fair, the movie would have been boring if it had followed religiously to the book, knowing full well that most of the thoughts the readers encountered were self-dialogue which seem to mock the fashion industry and Miranda in every concievable way. The movie sorta humanised Miranda Priestly, whom was potrayed in the book to be a cold cruel mean wintery ice queen. Like how she demanded Andrea to write an acceptance speech in 45 minutes she knows nothing about in a foreign language she can speak only to find out she decided not to go anyway. She barely spoke more than a few words other than barking instructions down at her let alone show her feelings.

Still I had to reiterate that Hollywood's redition of the show was amazing. I guess it was not half as horrific as I had imagine, typical hollywood injection and humor. People only prefer books because it gives an imaginative aspect to the story. Go watch! sept 7!

It would seem that every preparatory act of trying to pack my green moldy army equips into my duffel bag was meaningless since the government decided not to call upon us as the two saturdays coincide with SAF day and SAF family day. Yes, I survived another what seemed like long torturous years of alert amber status after wasting multiple sms-es to lq and ber who lived nearby to share cab to our reporting area.
The devil wears Prada.~Lauren Weisberger
I'm not so proud to announce I've finished my second book in years! The first being the ever so popular Da vinci code. It wasn't voluntary I'd say. I had death threats stuffed into my face that if I didn't finish the book before I watch the movie, I'd be hung by my toes and beaten like a pinata till my guts spilled out. Well technically I didn't read the book myself, I had Racheal leigh cook(yes that cute tomboyish girl turned drop dead gorgeous babe on She's all that acting opposite Freddie Prince jr) dictate the lines to me on 1.4 speed while I lie comfortably looking at the lines. Ahh I'm beinging to love audiobooks. I swear God made them for lazy people like me. It was ok, I was not particularly fond of that genre, chick Lit. But the book was mightly amusing and entertaining.And yes, I could definitely see how vetern actress Meryl Streep could be Miranda Priestly the overbearing way too demanding editor of runway who is said to be based on Vogue's Editor, Anna Wintour.
Well done Zizou , you outdid yourself.
Many would see as what Zidane did as foolish, dumb, undiginified exit of the world's stage, I seem to think otherwise. If you walk onto the streets and encounter a single person who didn't know who Zidane was, I'd take out my wallet and splash my money on a Brand new red Porsche for you.(not that I have the cash anyway) He's everywhere, like on every page of the newspapers, you can find his name screaming to you. Nobody's gonna care if you headbutt your way into fame. The whole world knows you now! Well at least for now. Endorsements might come your way, like Zidane helmet! Protect urself at the construction site now! or whatever that suits. LOL

Lol

I can still remember not long ago that I made a crystal ball prediction that would turn out to be wrong that the Germans would win the world cup. This world cup if anything is fustrating. Fustrating as the teams try to play defensively resulting in prolonging matches and depriving one of sleep. The italians played super defensively and their tactic was to be safe than sorry. In my opinion it was anything but spectacular. But it paid off. I had the unfortunate chance to see two of my favourite players sent off by the same refree.I admire their hard headedness as it was something I could never see myself doing.

But crystal balls are not always accurate. If they were they wouldn't still be soothsayer and seers in this world. They would be millionaires buying winning ticket numbers every week.Then c advise me to change to a better team after the German defence broke down. I chose France cos my favouritest player Zidane was in it and the team played with a lot of potential. There was never a doubt in my mind that France would win, seeing how Italy played. So it was very demoralising to see Italy win on what some would call the lottery of world cup. The penalty system is quite an unfair system. 90% of the chance the attacker would score and the goalie could only stand and watch helplessly. So I reckon it has very much to do with luck.

It was not long ago that the world cup started and now that it has ended I feel a tad sad. World cup widows of the world can now have their husbands/bf back in one piece to accompany you to the GSS which I think is still ongoing.

[Edit : Zidane won the best player award!!!]
Well, so marks the end of an illustrious career.

好烦哦！！！！！！！！！！！！

wa rau...
France lost.. Wah Rau... This is the worst day of my life. Zidane got sent off.. By the same guy! What the shit lor.. The same guy that sent off Rooney! Wa rau... my 2 favourite players kanna sent off just like that. By the same GUY!!!!Horacio Elizondo!!

The Law Of Scarcity How good would it be to know you could be in control of yourself as a relationship develops, and make sure that develops in the best way for both of you?

The law of scarcity means that when we can't have something, we want it more. And when we know we can have as much as we want of something, we want it less.

Grasp this, and you will be able to meet, and keep interested, the date of your dreams.

Imagine you are a looking at a plate, with one small chunk of the finest bar of milk chocolate on it. There is a sign next to it, which says, "This chocolate is the finest chocolate in the world. It is so rare, it is only sold in a handful of shops around the world".

Assuming you like eating chocolate, the odds are by this point, you would be very excited about trying this one small chunk of chocolate. And once you'd eaten it, you'd probably very much look forward to the next time you tried it.

Now imagine another plate, piled high with chunks of chocolate. The sign says "Eat as much as you can of this chocolate, we just can't get rid of it quickly enough". You'd soon become bored of eating the free chocolate they can't shift, because there would be nothing special about it.

In dating, as you go through that awkward and difficult process of getting to know someone, it is important to apply the law of scarcity. If you give someone diamonds every day, they won't be special anymore, because they know they can have diamonds from you all the time.

If, when you first start dating someone, you call them every day, they'll never wake up in the morning and say to themselves, "wouldn't it be fantastic if they called me today?!", because they know you will call them.

The words "I love you" are a great example of how you can apply the law of scarcity. If you occasionally tell your partner that you love them, they'll know that you mean it, and cherish each and every time that you say "I love you".

If you tell your partner, "I love you", 50 times a day, the words will lose their appeal. Isn't it incredible how in this instance, the very same words, have far less value, because they're uttered so regularly.

I have a friend who wanted very much to find a man she could fall in love with. Every time she'd meet a guy, she'd be texting him and calling him the next day, sometimes two or three times. Guys would never be interested, and she just didn't realize it was because they perceived her as being too available.

After I told her about the law of scarcity, things changed. She decided to wait a few days before ringing a guy she was interested in, or she'd let them call her, and of course men became a lot more interested in her.

She's now married...

Remember the law of scarcity, and make sure you are the chunk of rare chocolate that your partner wants more of.

"shopping always never fails to cheer me up. it works! i think everyone shd try it whenever they r down or depressed. and u will realise there is so much more to life. haha."~ c

Me thinks that it is the curse of a sinagporean girl to have an insatiable appetite for shopping. They cannot get contented with the amount of things they have and can't miss a good bargain. Seriously I think the word Sales or shoes turn them on sometimes.

C asked me what things a girl could do that would touch me? I don't know I haven really thought about it. It's one of those things that when somebody actually does something and you feel it. Not something that you can actually quantify with an answer.

Wa rau I is veri mad.. nobody believe me that france will win lor.. Every freakiing people I meet tell me that italy will win. PLSSSSssss la! Italy is good but their previous matches show they can't dominate and control the match. France on the other hand dominated the Brazil portugal matches completely. Wa rau all of u go eat shit la.......

One of the things I don't like about the local papers is it's objectivity that tends towards the agenda of the government. Taxis fares are still too low? What are you kidding me? It is the most expensive in the region for a few kilometres of travel. I went to bangkok and it's actually the same price or cheaper to hail a cab than to take public transport. It's something we had to figure out the hard way when we went and took the train. I figured as long as there are prices rising, as long as there are ruthless mercenary bureaucrats around there will be complaints and discontent with this nation.

With the suspension of Mr brown's all so interesting and insightful column on the today paper, it pains me to know we're still living in restricted speaking era. But it's good to know that mr brown has not lost his sense of humor listening to his weekly podcast after all that. But there was a tinge of "wu nai" in his tone.

It feels like I still have eternity before the fatigue of work catches up on me. I should feel grateful for that. Eternity feels like it's a long way to go when in actuality it is a few years. Friends around me have started temp-ing, interning and doing odd jobs just to keep up with expenses. I must be one of the laziest person I know. That's not really the point. It's really difficult to call them out for lunch or whatever cos they're really working in the day and the only time they have for themselves is the nighttime when they go home from work. The last thing they wanna do is to do social chitchat with a friend.

France will win the world cup la!
Trust me!

Of password changing. It's been a long time since I've logged onto NUS server to check email. There's really not a need for people to do that since there's really nothing much IMHO. I almost forgot my password. I thought for like a second before entering the password. Then the system prompted me to change after it logged on saying it was about to expire. Then it occured to me that all my passwords are all my crushes I had(makes it easy to remember), were single(as far as I know) before getting attached and the password expired. So this would be the fourth name I was entering now.

Rooney forgives Ronaldo.. LOL!!

England out!

On superman and LL Lois Lane superman's eventual wife!
Lex Luthor the bad guy
Lucy Lane Lois' sister
Lori Lemaris mermaid from alantis
Lana Lang Superman's childhood gf
Lyla Lerrol Superman's kryptonion fiance

On Alcohol God gave Man Alcohol as a social lubricant, make man brave, make woman loose.

Spiritz Hse bbq So we went to Sher ning's place to Bbq.His place is like so near NUS he claims it's a 15 minutes walk. It wasn't a hse gathering rather a 2/3 hse outing.. cos one of the og didnt come. pat and sj la nvr call their freshies...go pa tou.. I digressed. His mom cooked like tons of food which probably can feed a whole company of people when there are only like a platoon of people there. Pardon the army lingo I can't think of a better way to describe the situation. Anyway.. As a result there was tons of food left over. There was finger food like three trays.. assorted, mee siam and bee hoon two big trays(the buffet kind of trays) , bbq food Chicken wings , a bucket of corn and sweet potato, packets of mushmellow, prawns hotdogs and a bags of satay and... Later, she said she has ice cream for us too. After the ice cream she went and cut some more fruits. After the fruits still got dessert and stuff.. So much food, I think everybody was stuffed.

There's this super siao on freshie sl going cac camp this week Union camp next week, Chess camp(chess is not THE chess, it stands for Chemical and environmental student's society people always mistake it for the chess) the week after next, then Oweek.. That's like.. super siao onz..

Anyway, it was nice to see all the people from my Og again and know some freshies from the hse.

To top it all off, I got a burnt back from the suntan this morning..!!! ouch!!

Linger.. Was it just a game to you
But I'm in so deep
You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
do you have to let it linger

Germany won!! woot!!