Idol/idle days. The sea of audience just didn't increase my excitment of the show.I didn't feel as exhilariated as I did when watching American idol results show. I didn't like the ousted contestant's melody of songs. Joakim slaughtered one of my favourite songs~ Just the girl. I was trying hard not to smack my face against the wall. If ever there was one amazing singer, it was Tanya Chua. I quite enjoyed her rendition of Wake me up when september ends, until the two idols came and ruined her perfect rendition. Anyway Hady won. Told you so. I guess people will still compare Hady with Taufik. It's hard not to draw comparison with the previous idol Taufik, people tend to relate and draw conclusions from past experiences. I realised nobody actually cares who won. It's just like a good-to-know thing.


I can't find the reason for the lack of enthusiasm in my life lately.Maybe because it's been a rather non-eventful midterm break, or that I've had no more alcohol induced sleep since I emptied my Absolut last weekend. I love vodka, vodka makes me happy. Absolutely happy. Feeling lost, somewhat depressed, quite sad. Bored actually. Life's one pointless paperchase anyway.